Trying2Live-Post #5

[Trying2live]

Ok ya'll I'm back sorry for the delay. I didn't get much sleep last night and had to get up for church and gather myself as I had to lead worship in the morning. I left church grabbed a burger and ran straight home for a nice 2 hour nap. So far today no tears. Feeling okay for what it is.

I am proud of myself. I implemented a strong Plan A. I'm a poster child from what I understand. I post on the SAA forum for this plan under the same name Trying2Live. The vets have mentored me through a lot of it. Same type of thing here. But its not a place you would go unless your serious in implementing this plan.

My plan B will be strong as my Plan A. I will NOT come out of Plan B for any reason. Some of the people who post on my plan now say don't come out. There are several people who say they did a lousy half Plan B and I ended up divorced. They say both Plans A and B must be exact.

We did not have a bad visit, It just hit me and the timing was right. He kinda knew it when i handed him the card with the letter inside. He said do I have to go away, and tears fall down my face and I say just read the letter and know that I love you. We hugged and he left. 2 hours later he texted me

I did not respond as then he would not take me serious and think of me as a liar. You can't do this as a half way thing, its all or nothing. Half a plan wont work. At least from hearing those who broke the plan b regretted it.

So tonight I am ok. Judging by the he sent last night its working.

Ok more to come tomorrow...... Thanks for the support guys. Feel free to ask away if I forgot something.