What a week it has been! I haven't put on shoes since Wed. night until today when I went to church & I'm still tired! Plus, I didn't sleep well last night, just everything was going thru my head.
Trusting, I'm like you, I just get so impatient & it is so hard not to think about all the negatives. I do try to keep praying but sometimes I don't know what to pray for anymore.
TR, my friend is still just so upset & in disbelief of what my H has done, she knew him pretty well & can't believe it! Anyway, she just typed in their last names on the computer & found where they registered, a 50 year old woman & 48 year old man registered???? When she was trying to find it again to tell me what site it was on she found the wedding pictures. We were talking when she found them so while she was on the phone I looked them up. I'm glad I was talking with her when I saw them but in some ways it made me feel some better b/c he did affair down. I've sent the pictures to MWG & she saw them also. This OW looks so much older, not his type at all.
I'm still just trying to pray. I have no ideal why he is in China, if or when he is coming back. I'm not that trusting of my H's SIL even tho I've talked with her before. She told me that her H was the best man at the wedding, well looking at those pictures he wasn't. So, if she calls me fine I'll talk to her but if she doesn't I think it would be best for me not to call her even tho I'm dying to find out what is going on.
Thank you all for being here for me. I really don't know what I would do without this site!
