No unfortunately my emails (sent, old, and new) only stay in there for one month and then I guess there's an automatic delete. I have to put them in the saved file to keep them. He probably emails me 2 or 3 dozen times a week, and me almost that much, but not quite as much since I try to just respond re: the kids bills, but not always perfect about that!

I had bible study tonight. Came home a little after 8 and H was friendly. Was checking me out, guess he wanted to see if I was having a nervous breakdown or whatever with the upcoming L stuff. I looked good though, hair done, makeup, nice outfit, etc. \:\) Smiled and said hi, but not overly friendly or anything. Then I went to walk the dog and H came out and wanted to talk about the bills or something. Asked me some ?s about the dr. stuff again, and bills. He left an extra $100 this week and told me to use for the copays, D8's dance stuff, etc. Was very nice. I'm horrible that I get suspicious when he acts nice. Shouldn't do that I guess. I left him 1st and walked the dog as per DB policy. \:\)

After he left, D8 (she's a better talker than me or worse however you look at that) told me that H asked where I was tonight, and she told him she thought I was at Bible Study. Dern. That's not very mysterious. Oh, well. Thought it was interesting he was asking....Maybe he thought if it was a date, he could use it as ammo or something??? Karen

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