After reading some of your recent posts I'm not sure what your goal is. Are you looking to reconcile with your W or are you looking to heal and move on? I'm not trying to be a jerk or push you one way or the other I just get mixed messages from your posts. Honestly, after what you have been through, I could understand either way.
M35 W37 S9 D6 M12 yrs Know 15 yrs Bomb 1/28/07 My Sitch Failure is the opportunity to start again more intelligently - Henry Ford