ok my two pouty sad friends. both of you stop. its hard, i had to quit and put on the F-U best game face ever, i made it. forgiveness. i dont think any of us have forgiven, i am not stupid, i know better than to fully believe my great couple days, actions, they speak louder than words, its not a saying think about it.

forgiveness.
unforgiveness imprisons the heart.

its a hard road, i bawled to smw the other day, WE were betrayed or left, and WE are the ones trying to fix and save. we cant save if we dont let GOD help, and WORK. we have to forgive, and that is my deal, how the hell do I bust my bootie, do chemo, mom farm and SAVE a flippen marriage? I cant, God can.

love you


M 36
XH 34
3 children
If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25
"your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight
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