I have not rung or text him for 2 and a bit weeks. Tomorrow i will go into work again to show D18 how to do books. I will act As If althogh i am dying and I mean dying inside.
So to act As If, I smile, I dont ask persoanl questions, I look good and even hum a little tune?
Is this right ?????? Is there anything else I could do ??????
I would relly like to tell him of how I now feel his pain and that together with the right C we can make a stronger and better M. That I love him and respect him as the man he is.
