Sorry TL that you are down. Keep in mind it's only a piece of paper. It can't change what you once were, or who you were as a couple, or take away your fond memories it is only a symbol of the current state of affairs.
Thanks for your kind words. No, it cannot change anything.
Hi MWG, Thanks for thinking of me, I also think often of you.
Journaling: I met with a few friends over the week-end and we did a few things together. Friday evening I went to a concert in the local church which was beautiful. Otherwise I did nothing too exciting, but a least it got me out of the house.
My emotions are a rollercoaster at the moment. I am in regular contact with H regarding the D, and it all makes me so sad.
The days are getting shorter and wetter and are so depressing. However, Saturday afternoon was beautiful and I went for a nice walk.
I am trying to organize my life. I often think of all the people on the BB who post to me. It just makes me so sad that one of the partners does not want to work at the R and wants to throw away all the years of happiness and love.
