(((Ali, Sunshine, Future Girl))))

Esssiiieeeeee!!! I think of you SO OFTEN! How are you? Tell me what's going on in the future. I'm sure you're continuing to be magnificent as usual. (Beth, if you're reading, how are you too?). I wish we could have a big night out together too. It'd be so fun! \:\)

Also, Where, BA, Purr, Stellitsa-mou, naej- I hope you guys are OK and doing well.

Ali- ummm, I'd say that mine and H's interactions have been consistently positive since he left and throughout the S- the point at which he's been in the A hasn't affected our interactions. For the comments about his Mum- he's always said those kinds of things. He just doesn't want to rock the boat. His family are pretty bad at disagreeing. We didn't hold hands walking to the tube, but were close. I don't think it means anything- we didn't always hold hands prior to the NC, just sometimes. The interaction was exactly as it was prior to the NC period. I have no idea what it means, and like Essie have given up trying to as it doesn't get me anywhere. Nothing works on him!

Sunshine- thankyou for the lovely compliment. You make me blush It really means a lot to me for you, especially, to say that. You're right that this has gone on for such a long time- I'm somewhat speechless about it myself in not being able to understand what he thinks. I guess the only thing is that he's confused (still), in the tunnel (still), and wants to be friends, but friends who don't tell each other what they're doing in their spare time!

I really appreciate you (and you, Future One) wishing me a good result.

But what is that result? The return of my lovely handsome, clever and conversational H, or being swept into the house of underfloor heating, gas hob and power shower by the ultra-manly, rock-hard abs bearing and intelligent CEO? Decisions, decisions..... ;\)

I saw my N7 yesterday, though, and was a bit shocked as she asked me if I knew what s*x was. She's 7!!! We had a little chat about it, and I explained about making babies and it being for people who are married and love each other very much. She then said that I was married and asked whether I'd done it. Talk about hitting me where it hurts. Especially as I saw CEOs pants this week (only because of the way he was sitting on the end of my desk with his jeans gaping a little at the back. Very nice they were too- Armani navy blue trunks with white beading in the waistband. Not that I looked. LOL)

Been decorating today and reading a really interesting book called Reading People about body language.