Quiet on the homefront the past few days....cause I haven't really seen H....I was gone yesterday when he picked up son and when he dropped him off today I talked only for a second....then he left...
I wanted to catch his eye to see if I could see whats behind them and when he looked at me I swear I see sadness, even though he would tell you otherwise....he looks tired...maybe today he is....who knows....I just went about my business and didn't say a word...he was supposed to have talked to an attorney last week, of course he never told me what he found out...maybe that's the sadness I see....
I did go watch the football game with my best girlfriend and her fiance and another friend yesterday...I had a good time then i went to her house in the evening to play euchre....I have to say I had a good time and the other guy that was there....well this is what he had to say to me....he said, "don't sell yourself short, you are a beautiful woman...you will be okay"...it was very nice of him...I actually went to school with him....anyway...it was a fun evening....then I came home and went to bed....went to a craft bizarre this morning and now relaxing trying to get rid of a horrible headache....
I'm debating on whether to pack the rest of H's stuff up from the closet and in the basement....he seems to grab stuff every time he comes or drops son off....it really irritates me...so maybe I should just pack it all up for him....I'm growing tired of this rollercoaster.....I see no change in my H at all and it has been almost 2 years.....
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
