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[optimistwife]

My daily update so far...
H is visiting today. He came over last night- mostly in a distracted and crabby mood. Not from me, but all his other stress in life. He has national boards exams in less than 2 weeks, and also has all his applications due for internships.

I am trying to be supportive and step back. This will pass... And then perhaps I can press forward about 'us' a bit more...

I sure don't understand all of his actions. He was checking his phone and texting several times last night and today. I am just trying to be calm about the whole thing. That is the kind of action that contributed to us being in this sitch in the first place. I think it is inappropriate... but now is not the time to deal with it.

He was going to go back to his apt to study today (?) and then after checking his text msg this morning told me he had decided to spend the day with me after he ran 'errands'. I was very good and didn't question what he was doing. Told him 'bye- see you later!'. This is an improvement for me (although my mind questions everything).

I am remembering to pray these days. To thank god for how far I've come, how much more I appreciate about life (the little things), and to give me peace in my heart. It helps.