Thanks saffie and no_LRT_yet. I want to hold on, but it seems like the day of 100% open book and total trust building will never come especially with them still working together. He doesn't understand why I can't get over it, but the secrecy has raised suspicion and insecurity and doubts in my mind as whether I would invest in staying. You words encourage me to hang on and look at it from a different perspective.
Taking it Day by Day. There's gotta be a light at the end of this dark tunnel.
