Maybe I should be in piecing part 2?

[Hope4us]

Was in a really bad place last night. W and I were having a really good day. We went shopping and on the drive from shop to shop I had my hand on her leg. At one point I moved my hand a little and made contact with her hand (which was between her legs) and she jerked her hand away like I had the plague.

And it hit me hard. The stupid thing is, right after she jerked her had away she started talking about some of the things she saw in the window of the shop we were pulling into. It's like she didn't even recognize that she'd jerked her hand away. The rest of the night I was pretty quiet. Wasn't mean or anything, but just quiet. And W kept talking to me. Not as much as earlier in the day as I think she realized something had happened that had hit me, but she talked about our trip this week, a couple things about the kids, etc. I wonder if she doesn't even know what she did?

Don't know how I'll feel when she gets up. I think I'm going to say something to her about it to see what she says. Not going to get into any R talk or anything, but I think I'm going to ask her about it and maybe say how confusing it is for me when she'll hug and kiss me but when I do something like touching her hand like yesterday she reacts in ways that I just don't get.

I'll let you know what happens.