Thinking "out loud" is a good thing! I think it helps you to organize your thoughts and feelings, when you put them down on "paper". After four OWs I could see why you might have more than a bit of trouble wanting him back. I think he'd need to show you that he wanted to change things, not just come back as though nothing had happened. We are here for you!
Last edited by Virtually_Handsome; 11/16/0802:24 AM.
