Did you notice I updated my profile? I am so glad I moved home. It really was the best thing that I could do.

I am doing good today. I had IC this morning and she was almost asking me if I still needed to come see her because she thought I was doing so well. I assured her that I was very far from ready to stop C. I still have a long way to go. Though I agree I am doing better, I still have my days.

For those not around when I started, I started out so shattered. It has taken me so long to get to a place of calm, confident, unconditional love. Whatever happens my faith in God has grown. I am certainly a different person now than I was.

Sorry for the quick post. I've been reading mostly. Now I am going to watch some tv and have an adult beverage. ; ) H is hanging with his guy friends tonight so I am just kicking back and relaxing.

I'm supposed to be doing work - but I just don't seem to be able to bring myself to do it. Maybe with a little break that will change.

Praying for everyone tonight.


Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08,
S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012!
Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.