Got rid of leaves in the driveway instead. H text D18 to tell her he was coming around to pick up lawn mower and trailer. Giving me the heads up I requested.
I decided to continue working on the driveway. He arrived. Did not acknowledge me at all. Seemed annoyed. He was dressed well making me think he had come from a night out. He went inside and spoke to kids and came back out as I was pulling up the bin.
He asked for a cheque to pay a bill with and went on to explain what remained to paid from a project we are finishing. I responded minimally. He did not look me in the eye. He has lost lots of weight.
i know i should get out of his head but it is like I try to find reasons for behaviors that make me feel good.
1. He has lost lots of weight, was not very friendly ( trying to stay on top )and had good clothes on hoping I would be here. My favorite
2. He has come from her place and was annoyed because he did not want to see me, had good clothes on because he had been out last night and had not gone home. He needed to use my lawn mower because he had not been to his place to get his mothers. My least favorite
I have to tell myself I do not care !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
