Hey CL--I know it's hard, connection without trust is a tricky thing, especially when your nature is to be cautious.
Aud, Jak, and Matilda, Connection without trust, or only partial trust is a tricky thing. I can only hope that at some point, there will be enough connection and trust restored so that the leap of faith into greater intimacy will be possible.
She left the house one evening last week, to run a grocery errand. After about almost an hour, I was wondering if she was going to sleep elsewhere. She did return.
The puppy has put increased joy into the household. He is the child we never had. It has helped my W to cope with her broken toe, and inability to dance.
She is walking without crutches. We're hoping for a return to dancing in about a month. She's going to try a modified yoga class tomorrow, and may try light practice sessions in a few weeks.
I'm trying not to take her mood swings personally. I'm surprised as to how she's able to reconnect after a brief rant. I compare her rants to when our puppy expresses his frustration thru his barking. He's trying to communicate something, yet he's not able to articulate it.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
