Here we are Sunday morning. I have to plan it out so i am not sitting around and so the day goes faster.

I woke feeling ok but it did not take long to fall miserable. Wish he would ring me or text or something. It would be a reaching out , a small sign that what I am doing is at least working from Db perspective.

Although at this stage it is me that I am trying to get on to stronger ground.

It has been 2 weeks now. When I saw him last Tuesday he handed me a piece of paper and he was shaking - real bad. Is that A good sign that he is feeling something. I was trying to think when i shake, it is generally nerves and adrenalin rush.

Any thoughts )( I know KOOHH )But any thoughts......