Sittin here alone I'm lookin back on where I've roamed And laughin, oh how I swore I'd win and not get burned. Left my family, left my home I worked my fingers to the bone And there was not a stone I did not leave unturned.
And I was having a good time Oh, Roll On, roll on, roller coaster We're one day older and one step closer. Roll on, there's mountains to climb Roll on, were on borrowed time. So roll on, roll on rollercoaster, Roll on tonight
Money and success I don't complain about the stress I wanted this and now its here So I don't bitch. And I swear that time's a trick It disappears oh so quick Man I was just 16, Now I'm staring at 36. But I'm still having a good time! (Good time!)
Oh, Roll On, roll on, roller coaster We're one day older and one step closer. Roll on, there's mountains to climb Roll on, were on borrowed time. So roll on, roll on rollercoaster, Roll on tonight
So it rolls on.. The threads keep rolling by, time keeps rolling by, the D process keeps rolling on. I keep moving forward, to what exactly I have no idea.
I can't believe my last thread locked when we were having such jocularity and fun.
Out again last night with customerservicerep38. We still go out and enjoy time together but there is really nothing else. I don't feel a connection at all other than just having a good time. I don't actually know if I can feel a connection with anyone. Does that seem weird to anyone?? This also makes me wonder if I should just break things off with her?? Not see as much of her..I guess I have a fear of her becoming attached, wanting more than I will give at this point. She says she is on the same page as me but is she really?? I wonder. These thoughts are a clear sign to me that I'm not ready for a serious R at all but I do want to go out, have fun, enjoy the company of a woman. Which is normal I think..for where I am at the moment..
This past week has been filled with a couple of dinners with CSR38, sushi and beers, some texting back and forth with a few interested ladies, High school basketball, a pancake breakfast this morning(a fundraiser for my little Bros high school basketball team) now I'm home preparing and awaiting the arrival of suckers and the start of a Texas Hold Em game...
yes my life is full..I would not call it exciting but I would call it fun. I stay occupied. I stay busy. It is my life..
I don't actually know if I can feel a connection with anyone. Does that seem weird to anyone??
Dude, shut the hell up. You aren't even officially divorced yet and you have a conscious.... it's not abnormal to feel that way, it's hard to let go of a commitment you thought was one that would last a lifetime.
Thing is you dont have to give your heart to anyone right now. Your not that old It will come in time my friend. For right now maybe just look at it like fishing. You will reel in a lot that you will throw back before you get to the one you want to mount over your fireplace or anywhere else in your home for that matter......
I look at it like this, as long as you shoot straight from the beginning with interested members of the opposite sex then you will be fine. Be vocal about where you are at, you are not ready for serious and are simply having a good time right now. Put the ball in their court with the understanding that there is no commitment on your part to anyone until you say so.
Your last thread was a blast, I enjoyed it very much......
As I am first on here I would like a double Jack chilled up....
Double Jack before noon..come get some brother..and as always the thread starts out with serious questions before starting the downward spiral..
Yea I know.. I knew what the answer was before I ask the question but needed someone to validate my thoughts so I could make sure I'm at least halfway normal as far as my feelings go. I've always had this thing that creeps up on me at times and makes me wonder if my feelings are normal or not. Self doubt I'm assuming. and as always..you give me the answer I should hear and I appreciate that..
What's in store for Ian this weekend?? Tour of Graceland maybe??
Nope, no tours this weekend. November is birthday month in my family. My nephew is tomorrow so big party, Ross is this wednesday so I need to do some shopping. My aunt is next Friday, mine is next saturday, and my grandfathers was next sunday so I go visit the cemetery on his bday. Busy week in store.....
Again, you forget to tell me about a new thread! Obviously, I need to use more positive reinforcement in your training! My new one is available when you click current.
SMW
M40/H36 T16/M14 4K B2/08 S4/08 current
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
Again, you forget to tell me about a new thread! Obviously, I need to use more positive reinforcement in your training! My new one is available when you click current.
SMW
no fair..I came over there and you were locked..I was talking to Ian on the phone..Can't a brother get a break?? Oh wait..I'll take lots of that Positive Reinforcement
Since I am a committed, married woman, a date in the OBX is out of the question.
Funny, my mom and I were talking about appropriate and inappropriate outings today. She does not feel I have to tell DH where I am going, since I choose activities that are within the confines of appropriate actions for a married woman. If he views it with distrust, he needs to examine his own actions first.
SMW
M40/H36 T16/M14 4K B2/08 S4/08 current
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
Hey Mike! Bud light bottle, please, I can drink it while I watch some football.....
Glad to see you have concerns and aren't just 'connecting' with the first hotgirl25 you meet....that means you are (gasp!) a mature, responsible grown up---bet that makes you want a beer, now, doesn't it? It's ok, being a grown up is not so bad...
Mike, I don't post much to you but I lurk. I love your songs and this one is no exception...good choice.
FWIW, from this woman's perspective your feelings are totally normal and I for one appreciate knowing upfront where a guys head is at. As long as you put it all out there then there shouldn't be any question about where a R is headed.
Thats just my input...I'll take a Kamikaze and a bud light.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
It will come in time my friend. For right now maybe just look at it like fishing. You will reel in a lot that you will throw back before you get to the one you want to mount over your fireplace 
or anywhere else in your home for that matter......
I've always had this thing that creeps up on me at times and makes me wonder if my feelings are normal or not. Self doubt I'm assuming. and as always..you give me the answer I should hear and I appreciate that..