I keep finding myself to B more. No flirting, just talking about our days and whatnot. Not that I'm moving away from the wife. It's just really hard to explain. Like I'm in the position of control with both. Nothing romantic with either of them.
I warned you about this. If you didn't spend time with B, and show B love (you are showing her love with the things you are doing for her), this wouldn't be happening. You are choosing this. I chose the OM in the same way. Yes, you are separated, and she is with OM....but if you are fighting for your marriage, being with B is NOT HELPING YOU. DOn't fool yourself into thinking you got it all under control. You don't. REmember my song....it's a slow fade.....Reread it. If I bought you Fireproof tickets, would you go? You know I would...and I'd send them to you.
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid When you give yourself away People never crumble in a day It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade
Be careful little ears what you hear When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near Be careful little lips what you say For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid When you give yourself away People never crumble in a day
The journey from your mind to your hands Is shorter than you're thinking Be careful if you think you stand You just might be sinking
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid When you give yourself away People never crumble in a day Daddies never crumble in a day Families never crumble in a day