I keep finding myself to B more. No flirting, just talking about our days and whatnot. Not that I'm moving away from the wife. It's just really hard to explain. Like I'm in the position of control with both. Nothing romantic with either of them.

I warned you about this. If you didn't spend time with B, and show B love (you are showing her love with the things you are doing for her), this wouldn't be happening. You are choosing this. I chose the OM in the same way. Yes, you are separated, and she is with OM....but if you are fighting for your marriage, being with B is NOT HELPING YOU. DOn't fool yourself into thinking you got it all under control. You don't. REmember my song....it's a slow fade.....Reread it. If I bought you Fireproof tickets, would you go? You know I would...and I'd send them to you.

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade

Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day

The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day