no expectations 9

[peacetoday]

H over last night
we got into another fight about money and settlement
I cant blame him I guess
he wants to take care of himself
semms like we as the wives who raised the kids and gave up careers for the cause seem to lose out some
I feel he is selfish andf in the end everyone really loses financially
H looks a mess and he is having a herder time controlling his frustrations
I think the L will have to help with the settlement
I feel H is somewhat irrational
My friend says H getting D say the same things as directed by their L
through it all, I dont see how the was can really win
their self esteem is shot
they walk in constant guilt
they dont care who they hurt
whoever is in the way
they are irrational and confused
My H looked like he was foaming at the mouth
like anyone who gets in his way will be deleted
he is not a real and whole person
just a lost soul
Im glad to get out
mabe he will find his way later after this is over
peace