n, The description of our h in the photos says it all. The "fake" look about him, the smile, etc., tells the true story of what is going on w/him. Did you check out the eyes? They should have a very spaced out look about them as well. Your xh is definitely in the throes of euphoria and trying to recapture his youth. Mlc really has got a hold on him right now. In time, he'll work through his issues and that purple tie will be tossed in the trash and he'll begin to ask himself "what was I thinking?".
Now that the CMA is over, I hope that you are getting some much needed rest and the stressors have settled down for you. Try to enjoy your weekend.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
