It is hard to forgive yourself in these circumstances T2L as you are being bombarded with consequences and fallout of A
BUT more importantly I Mof3 feel that if I forgive myself then I am doing H another serious injustice. Dont ask me why - Guilt. not respecting his right to be so pissed at me.
I made the choice and yes we are all humans but there cannot be to many more bad choices that are as devastating to a soul than an A.
I think for me forgiveness is all part of letting go. To me it will be an indication that i am nearly there. Yes it will be healthy and the right thing to do, but I feel it is one of the last things I have to do.
