I have been thinking about all of your advice. I am and have always been stubborn. I am slow to forgive and quick to drop people as friends when they do something to hurt me. I know that I should treat him like I want to be treated before I decide to leave him. Why can't I bring myself to do that? The hurt he has caused makes me even more hard-hearted. I just cannot picture myself ever opening my heart up to him again. I am so angry that he has not tried to 'win me back' or show me that he is sorry. The last time we had a fight about it and I told him I was not sure I could stay married to him, his answer was....it just takes time. No, I am so sorry, I love you and want to make it work, just that it would take time.
M:38 H:42 T:20 M:19 D:18 S:17 MLC: Sometime in 2007 OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07 OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009 Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009 D final: 07/09/11
