I know what you mean about being happy. It has not been that long ago when I was asking people "How do you know if your happy, what does it feel like? " Well, I have found my answer. The last two weekends have given me the answer. I have found that doing things that make W happy gives me all kinds of joy. It reminded me what happiness feels like and it is truly a great feeling. I do not want to loose this feeling. Watching W smile and her eye light up make feel like all of the 4th of July fireworks are going off in my head. I get the greatest warm feeling in my heart. It feels soooooooo good. I really hope you can achieve that same feeling very soon. I know you can. You are my inspiration and I want to return the support.
It is you that gave the guts to stand-alone and move forward. You help me get by the depression that no one supports what I am doing. You encouraged me; it is NO SMALL PART you have played in my improving sitch I will not leave your side.
Follow your gut and do what it takes. You have the right stuff!!!!!!
By the way I cannot make any comments regarding about being a motor mouth .......You have read many of my wordy posts. My C keeps telling me that she is waiting for me to write a book about my sitch. I keep telling her I have to wait for an ending before I will sit down and start writing. .
I am going to my boy hood home with my S tomorrow and work on my parent 2 HD and take them out for a ride.
You have a good weekend. Keep your head on straight. You are not standing Alone.
I will be check in time to time on you this weekend.
