This really pains me to have to write this:

W was meant to meet me last night to go home and she wasn't on the public transport.

SMSs me to say that she has decided to go out after work and will be in later.

W doesn't come home at all.

I receive the following SMS message from W this morning:

I have decided to go away for the weekend and pamper myself. I am using money I set aside for film aware night see you tomorrow

What this really means I'm sure is: I have decided to go away to wherever OM is in Australia and f--- his brains out for the entire weekend. I am about to install some spyware on the computer so that I can verify this independently.

Once I have conclusive proof I will then determine how to act. I got a bizarre email from W yesterday saying how she's sorry she hasn't considered my feelings much these past few months but has been too resentful and that she wants me to enrich her life. She also said I should have just moved everything of hers into our old room - she would have done. But she has resolutely refused to move back in there so far.

My god this is incredibly tough. She is deceiving both me and her entire family now. I know that OM is in Australia - all I lack is conclusive proof but my intuition is screaming at me and it has never been wrong yet.

This is hell.


Me: 46
W: 46
T: 23
M: 20
DS12
DD11
DS5

W left: 01/28/08
Discovered OM: 02/26/08
W back for 9 days: 04/08
W returned 05/21/08
EA/PA - 01/08-07/09
W's MLC 2008-2014 (realised this much later)