1.) 'A' called Sunday. - I missed the call. 2.) I returned call late Sunday afternoon. 3.) Tempted to call or txt him, but didn't - waited. 4.) Wanted to call on Thursday to say 'hi' - too busy. 5.) 'A' called cell at 3:30 pm Friday. 6.) 'A' called me at work. Spoke to him, very busy, very quick conversation. a.) Talked about returning his dishwasher to my work and about getting paint to have for touch up paint. b.) He sounded a little down. Told me he couldn't afford to go away for Christmas because work is very slow. c.) I initially took the call as his making an excuse to call me. Then, I got upset because he just wanted to see me at my work. 7.) It took all I could muster to not break my plans and tell him that I'd wait for him at work. It was difficult. 8.) I txt him to tell him I wouldn't be at work when he got there because I had plans. 9.) He returned txt telling me that he would be at my work on Monday night. 10.) I told him that would be a good time because I was working then. I also told him that it would be good to see him. 11.) I went home and I ate comfort food and felt used and fat.
Very sad, very tired. Like we discussed, I hope that he has been thinking of me. I hope that it was just an excuse to call me. He sounded like he needed encouragement. I want to take care of him. I thought maybe he needed some hug therapy.
