uuuugghhhh..that can't be happy. I know God didn't put us here to be miserable people. I hope in all this crap, I learn what I'm supposed to be learning. I miss smiling and having a great time without having a 20 pound weight of doom around my shoulders.
hang in there. take care of yourself. it gets easier. what I learned is "i can't control what happened... i can only control me." I'm making the best of my life right now. I'm actually spending time with my friends tonight. Girl bonding/laughing and what ever comes up
