Ha ha thanks SPM but it is 10am in the morning here.

I feel so low ths morning, even tearful. I know I should pull myself out of this.

I jsu want to hear his voice and him to say '" lets do dinner " "sorry " I was wrong "

I dont want my life pinned on to what someone else might say or do.

I cannot articulate what I really feel. It is s asadness like I have never felt.