I understand its the only shot I have. How can I work on my patience and not feel as I am only a option to her. I know she is ver sincere right now,but I feel very lonely and can not understand why would she after 15 yrs of marriage not come home if its over between them two. I wish I could just get over this and stop hurting and start living again. My life is in soooo much pain. Yes I am lots of steps closer to a reunification than b4,just afraid she gets used to this and just want me to hang around because she cant let go of me right now. I do appreciate all the help and I reread it and now see its all I can do anyway unless I divorce her. Any good books out there on patience?
