Thx Tawnya and makingchanges
I have forgivin my W and am trying to let her go. When we go to MC I am reminded of their "love" for each other by my Ws own mouth. Last night was D9s school play....was nice to be together as a family...went to dinner afterwords...as a family....me and the kids get dropped off at home so W can go shopping for a wedding tonite....a work wedding...OM will be there...OMs GF will not. I will have peace at home with my kids at least.....looking at them while all off this is happening is the MOST painful......W says mommy just doesn't love daddy anymore....but I know the truth. A custody battle will definitely be coming up....the vemon that comes from my Ws mouth whenever this is even mentioned makes me sick......I have learned to not even talk AT ALL about it. DBing is working for me.....I just need this to end!!!!


H 34
W 31
M 11yrs
D 11
D 9

6-1-08 I wanted to fix marriage
6-11-08 I found out about OM

7-16thru7-18 she tried didnt work!

8-17 home (just for kids until the end??)