Thank you.

You know, this might sound too simple-like but....

....it's just that my feelings are so hurt.

It makes me feel better actually, to realize that H is only thinking of himself.
MrB helped me see that clearer...H is destitute and I have no idea how H thinks filing D papers is going to get him the money he needs immediately.

Oh well....it's difficult for me to accept such a lack of common sense.

My strength right now is in the fact that I am not contacting, responding, interacting with H AT ALL>

S10 has a soccer game tomorrow though...I have to deal with H's presence and I'm not sure how much DBing to do. I can nearly hypnotize myself into thinking/acting that H is invisible.


Sophie

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Me-50
H-38
Married 15 years 8/7/08
D8
S10
S13
H affair 11/04-7/04 maybe longer
H moved out 4/06

7/30/08- present: Reconnecting w/kids,friendly
10/30/08 H signed D papers
11/10/08 D papers filed
11/13/08 D papers served at home