Things have cooled down. Tuesday was S5's birthday dinner out with the family... He's a big 6 now. Unfortunately we started arguing on the way there, About something stupid, but of course I was the bad guy, always am. I just ignored him because I didn't want to ruin S6's night.
The dinner went well, my family was there and S6 had a good time.
These last 4 or 5 days I hadn't been feeling well, I did go back to the dr. and he's giving me a heart holster to wear for 24 hours to see why my heart keeps skipping a beat. I don't go for that until next wk. Then I have Xmas pics tomorrow, next wk I have school teacher conference and next wkend is S2 birthday party , which the day before they have another party to go to, then thanksgiving then one wkend off, then its off to Disney.
Too much to do in a short period of time. Does anyone know the name of the herbal medication to help you sleep? I had the dr. give me something in the mean time, but I would rather go another route.My blood pressure was good 102/50.. cholest. was good 162.. so other than that im healthy, so I think this thing with my heart is nothing.
Sometimes I just wish H just could be a little softer and not so abrupt and harsh. Im not like that, only when I am treated that way. I don't know guys, im worn out. We had such a crappy summer with him gone, now that he's home more, its just more of the same.
Somethings gotta give.
Thanks for the warm wishes everyone.
Love to all of you.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
