Woog, I re-read it, now I am laughing/smiling inside. I am an emotional girl sometimes, the first time I read 'into' it how much you were trying to make me smile, that you do care about me, that I AM awesome, etc.....
My son is also confused that Mommy cries when she is happy--more than once he has given me a WTF? look when I cry at a happy ending on a tv show, etc....
So anyway I was feeling the love and it made me cry. Now I am laughing with you....must be torture to have somebody want to enjoy ife with you, huh? Especially when they are willing to accept you in your screwed-up condition and support you while you crawl out of the pit...
Must be why I chase guys away...
I hear the b!tches get a lot of men, that's even the name of a book, but I can't swing that way..........