Onward and Upward - Part 8!

[glamgirl]

Well h did not make it before I went to work. Needless to say I was furious, called him a few times no answer, text him no reply.

I just thought it was best that I leave a nice message h I left D4 with s20 and I had to go to work. Hope you make it soon.

Then I went to work and immersed myself in meeting after meeting. H had text me right before h arrived and said he was on his way.

All I can say is thank God I went to work and didn't have to think about how he wasn't there again. I have gone over this with the c and h over and over and h said taken care of and now we are back to this.

I finally spoke to h 4 hours after he arrived which much to my suprise the anger inside me had subsided. H said when are you coming home I ordered dinner for the kids. My interaction went well.

I came home for a late late dinner and then ended up staying an hour later at work too. I was just given a high level project that I need to be on my game with. So far it's going well. I just told h there are times with my job that I have to put more time in it. Lately I have been swamped and have been working through my lunches as well. I have a good job, so not an issue for me.

No wonder I feel so drained. Today h will be here around 3ish and we have a sitter at 6. Then we are going to dinner and early holiday shopping. H said he was giving me $400 today for gifts. I am so grateful for his generosity.

Well in retrospect I did do good. I was actually amazed at how a few hours for me passed and I had a new perspective. Note to self!