Focusing on doing my own thing is EXACTLY what I need to do.
Why do I think that waiting around on husband will make me more attractive to him? I KNOW that messes up my PMA, contributes to my depression, and pushes him away.
Sigh.
So why do I do it?
After receiving a call every other day, and sometimes every day last week, going 3 days without hearing from him makes me anxious.
I need to trust him and focus on improving my life!
I guess I've re-attached and now I need to detach again.
Thank you KAW for your timely advice and gentle kick!
By the way...they accepted me as a volunteer! I start possibly next week. They'll call me when they have a date confirmed!
