Just as I was getting ready to leave work H called to tell me that he was home and had decided to go hunting. Wanted to let me know so that I wouldn't come home and think he was at the bar. Wow! We are making lots of steps. I came home and started dinner and he got home not long after that. He is seeing deer, but has not breen able to get a shot, so he has not been able to get anything with his bow. He's a bit down about that, but gun season starts tomorrow am so pretty sure that will quickly change.
We ate dinner amd watched football. All pretty calm and we both fell asleep before half time.
Calm is so good.
Too windy to get in the hot tub this am. H does not have to work but I do. He has hunting errands to do before tomorrow morning so I know he will be busy.
I was feeling a bit sad as I was leaving for work, wishing that I could be home today to go with him as he had initially proposed yesterday. I asked if maybe we could have lunch together today, but he said that he hadn't planned on coming downtown. Then he said, but I could if you want. I didn't say anything. I was thinking about how he jumped at the chance to come downtown and have lunch with the Skank...but again I just said nothing.
I'm getting the hang of this, but it's just a bit too bad that these little hurts sneak in.
As I was going out the door he asked me if I would stop to have some drinks downtown after work tonight, so he is probably planning on going to the pub. Oh well. Even though it's a Friday night, it will be the first time this week. That's got to be some sort of babystep.
Last edited by 1hope; 11/14/0801:40 PM.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
