Still hanging around…things are ok, nothing new really…I have had some melt downs, and I still struggle with things, but I think it is slowly getting easier(I hope) I am very tired, tired of have this dark cloud hanging around, that has been over my life now for 2 years, I hope she has decided to go away, and will leave us alone, but some how I doubt it.
One of my BF told me this morning that there is something going on in her M, she won’t tell me what’s going on, but I am sure she will, she says its not the same as me, so hopefully no ow, but it made my heart hurt for her, to think that she is now standing on that long road of turmoil, limbo and heartache, she has been one of my rocks through all of my problems, and I hope that she will let me be the same! I will also tell her to come here, to get the support of all the wonderful people here! I just feel so bad for her!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
