Hi - Having trouble finding the post that you quoted from but I think your talking about OM attention.

It was OM attention that constantly drew me to him. i knew OM for years before I had the A. He constantly sought me out, talked , complimented, probably what you would call a womaniser.

It made you feel soooooooo good. It was really hard to give that up. I would choose it over alcohol any day.

So what does that say about me ? hmmmmm good question for C. Need not to repeat the pattern in the future.