So no big updates here. H texted on his way home from class last night to ask if there was food in the house. I like this normalcy.
When he got home, he came to bed and said that he'd been thinking of some funny things I'd done when we were on one of our trips a couple of years ago. It was nice that he had been thinking about something positive like that. We laughed for a few minutes about this...
No real affection as usual but he did put his feet against me again for a few minutes, and this was nice. He was a little bit rude a couple of times though. He asked me what I did after I got home from work, and I told him I worked out, got online etc., and he said that it was a really boring conversation. He was joking around I think, but every once inawhile he just throws in these negative things that seem to come from nowhere. They are nowhere near as bad as the things he'd been saying before, and I laugh them off, but I feel like maybe he is still seeing if I will react in certain ways. I know him pretty well, and I think he is pushing against getting too close to me right now. He still seems like a wounded animal who every once inawhile lashes out, albeit much less harshly than before. I think the only thing that can change that is time, hopefully more time spent together...
Wondering what this weekend will bring now...
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
