Mixed Signals or Just My Imagination ?

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I think she's beginning to show signs of softening.

I'm afraid that I can't make her happy though.

I can't take her anger and unhappiness. I would almost rather remain alone and think that I'm ok, or could be loved rather than have her come back and be full of accusation, anger and general unhappiness.

I told the guy who works with me yesterday that before the bomb, I had come to the conclusion that perhaps if my life had any meaning to it, it was to be the best husband and father I could be. That was my saving grace.....now I can only try to be the best father for d.