God grant me the patience and the strength...8

[theotherhalf]

Okay, I understand and agree. But again...If he is "testing" things, how will he know that things can be different if they aren't? If I am distant and cold to him, he is distant and cold to me, what would he want to come home for? For me right now he is here physically but I am still feeling lonely because he really isn't here. Know what I mean?

By the way I did a fine job DB today. He came this morning and went straight to the basement. I did not go down only to tell him good bye when I left for work. Tonight I kept busy and out of his way. We talked but only some. No pressure what so ever.