I know you are right Trusting. I wish that I would beleive that he is as messed up as i know he is.

It is right to let go....If i were a child you could see me -- i dont wanna i dont wanna i dont wanna.............i want to hold onto my old stinky blanket...i know it smells..i know it isn't "clean" but it is where I feel so very very secure.....and i love it.

(jeez' that was kinda sick and eye opening all at the same time.)

M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again