New Here-From Newcomers- hoping for more input...

[optimistwife]

Okay- here's my late night stupidity. It really is a summation of everything that has been going through my head. I really don't expect to get any answers- I haven't to this point. But I kinda felt it was time to remind him of what I am doing here...
DB or not.. Ug- I hate late nights! The reasonable switch in the brain is off...Don't think I'll win any poetry awards...

She wonders if she will ever be the same again
She wonders if he knows
She wonders if he sees
She wonders if he cares

She waits for her heart
She waits for his heart
She waits for the spark to ignite to a flame
She waits for him to feel the heat.
She waits for his love

She watches from a distance
She watches from near
She watches the reflection of his soul in his eyes
She watches the sadness in his smile
She watches his struggle

She wonders what they know
She wonders if they care
She wonders how long forever lives in a heart
She wonders when

She wears it as a reminder
She wears it as a symbol of her love
She wears it proudly
She wears it with intent
She wears it for herself
She wears it for all

She wants to be patient
She wants to be pushy
She wants to be the past
She wants to be the future
She wants to be the present

She loves him still
She loves him more
She loves him always

She wants to be the one