Kalni,
I'm so glad H has agreed to go to MC and that you have an appointment set up for next week. I know from my own sitch that it is so very difficult to do it on your own. I feel like we keep going around in circles and that we're also at an impasse but MC right now is out of the question because of the physical distance between us.
You definitely need help from a MC to get your marriage back on track. It's a good sign this has made you excited.


Me47
H46
S13
M16
Piecing since May/09

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