The therapist called and said we should NOT try to do it on our own, that it is a good thing we are taking it slow.
She said things like "yeah, sure couples could reconcile but it takes a lot of work etc etc." She gave me an appointment for next Wed either 6 or 7 o'clock. So i called H and told him. He said sure lets do it, I want to too, fine etc etc.
When I said about Wed he said "oh crap, its the game that night, Greece vs Italy (John!!!). I told him if we dont do it we would have to wait for the week after. He said no, no, I can make it if you arrange it for 6. So, we are going to therapy. She said there are a lot of things we need to be open about and it needs commitment from both of us. She asked if cheating was involved and I said maybe and she said then that is probably the reason you feel numb because you are angry...
Well, it's the first time I feel excited about something. Mostly because I think the "truth" will shine and I will know if this can work or not... K
