That does it!! .... I am sending my crystal ball back to Spinster's .....It must be defected. It gave the wrong information this time. I just put knew batteries in it just two days ago, so I know that is not the problem. I know ...... It is your crazy H!!!!
I am not trying to make fun of this set-back. I understand why you are piss-off and hurt. I know how you feel. It like someone putting a stake through your heart. YOU CAN NOT GIVE UP. You need to go to the C today anyway. You need that time with the C to let him/her help work this thing out in your mind.
Hey I am sorry that H back out today. I do not what to say. You are playing the course just right. It truly looked like that H was going to show and then have a few beers with tonight. I am really, really sorry.
OK! Now it is time to quit feeling sorry for yourself, get up off the ground and start walking again. You have more character the he does, you are stronger than he is, and you have your pride.
No one can read his mind. No one but H knows what is going on with him. You and I speculating on what he is thinking is only a guess. And most of our guesses will be 2 a.m. thoughts.
Cool down, relax, take a deep breath and let it out slowly. Lets re-group and see what comes next. Go to C today. Use this time to vent and get some feed back. After that go get a beer. Do not have too many beers. Come home and get some sleep if you can. And get up tomorrow morning it start over.
