Ok, guys my feelings today are "defeated." It has nothing to do w/ my M, although our R is affected obviously, but it's the boys!!

Every morning I wake up and think "ok, we're going to have a good morning" and it turns to sh!t! I know it's partially their age, etc etc, but it is constant!

Just venting; haven't figured out what to do to "fix" it yet.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10