It is a holding pattern, with occasional little peeks at the man that we love, followed by sharp detours.
I never thought much about it before, other than the fact that I knew he was being different. Now I realize that it was everything!...in his voice, his words, his moods, his actions.....
I swear that the past 2 weeks his voice is now back (most of the time) to what it used to be. I can hear it. He has warmth in it again. I so enjoy that. Hope that it stays.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.