My other thread didn't lock up, but today H and I start MC "for real" today. I think we are at a real pivotal point. H seems to having at least somewhat of an "awakening", but I need to keep strong, but open. Patience and NO EXPECTATIONS! I'm soooo scared! But, I think I am slowly coming to really believe that I will be OK no matter what. I sincerely want my marriage, but not at the cost of my soul. Today, I plan to not lead the conversation, as I usually do, but to listen and learn.
