Well..I decided to call h and invite him over tomoroow for homemade pizza and a movie...he sounded chipper when he answered the phone, but after I asked him..he seemed quiet for a minute...I almost said "forget it..if you don't want to then don't" but I did not..I wish he would tell me the truth...if he really..really does not to be with me TELL ME..I am stronger than most people think...I will survive. I also asked him about the petition thing...how the woman was kinda crazy about wondering if I was registered..since he said he was not..h said said we have not had any elections here for a year..he wanted to be sure he was still ok living somewhere else, and since my sil is the county clerk..he was going to ask her..AND he said he was not sure he really wanted to sign something that was going to slow down the growth......so KAW you were right again..I did mind read..am I ever going to be able to change some of these stupid feelings..it sure will not help if he ever comes back..guess working on ones self is ongoing and needs to be evaluated often!!
So..heres hoping tomorrow night is not a "cold" night..I will not bring up any r talk...
